The bad one

Chezney DaSilva-Gomes

Anchor Contributor

Is it wrong to want something you should have?

Like you're at the point where your friends and family are telling you that that thing you want is toxic. To the point where it could ruin you.

I feel like I’m going crazy.

This thing consumes me.

When I think I’m done it always finds its way back to me.

If it keeps finding its way back to me does it make it wrong?

Does it consume him as much as it consumes me?

It's something I’ve always wondered but never had the courage to ask.

I am such an up front and bold person but with technology you can hide behind a screen which makes it harder at times to be vulnerable.

I feel like I am at this point in my life where I am more of my own person than I’ve ever been, but he always comes back when I’m in that better place.

Is it possible to be so consumed you can’t find the good you’re supposed to have in your life?

Can someone consume you to the point where you lose a part of yourself?

I know he’s not right for me but there's always this pull to him. I can’t explain it.

What happens when it's officially over?

Will I ever have the courage?

What’s wrong with me? Ik our history and it was never great. Everytime I get sucked back in for more dysfunction.

When will it end?

Temptation has been my biggest enemy for so long.

I’m really sick and tired of the back and forth.

I fell for the bad one.


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